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PANDORA’S BOXES


Fort Stockton didn’t feel like home anymore. The air was still dusty, the pecan trees still dropped their fruit right where folks would twist their ankles, and the wind still carried gossip faster than a party line ever could—but it wasn’t home. Not for Leland. Not for Les, either, really. Not now that Gertrude Leander had been carried out feet first, just like she always said she would be.

“She’ll have to pry that front door shut herself on the way to glory,” Leland had muttered when Les called to tell him. And sure enough, she went out just like she said—face down in a Sarah Lee coffee cake, the flyer from Piggly Wiggly fluttering to the floor as the Folgers cooled in her cup.

Now here they were. Two brothers, fifty-something and full of opinions, standing in the sagging doorway of their boyhood home like it was a haunted house they’d dared each other to enter. It wasn’t the ghosts they feared so much as the memories—sticky as molasses and twice as messy.

Franklin Danbury, Jr., the sharpest attorney in town, had done what Franklin Danbury, Sr. used to do before him: made sure everything legal was in order. The estate was settled, investments sold, bank accounts divided with precision. All that was left now was to clean out the house. The closets. The kitchen drawers. The attic that still smelled like old suitcases and mothballs. And of course—the car.

The 1976 Cadillac Sedan DeVille. Presidential Blue with a white padded roof, still sitting in the garage like it was waiting for the next trip to the ladies’ auxiliary meeting. Gertrude had tucked it under quilts and afghans like it might catch a chill.

Leland had made arrangements. Manny’s Motor Mart would come drag the thing off and make it disappear. “Too big to sell and too thirsty to keep,” he’d said.

Les, naturally, had other ideas. “Oil Patch Cadillac’ll get it running again. I can list it on Bring a Trailer. There’s money there.”

“There’s memories there,” Leland had corrected him. “And not all of ‘em good.”

Les didn’t reply. Just disappeared into the back of their mother’s closet.

The house was quiet except for the hum of the Frigidaire, a sound as familiar to them as their mother’s voice. Les knelt down beside two Piggly Wiggly boxes, the kind she used to store Christmas ornaments and last year’s wrapping paper. One said LELAND in black Sharpie. The other said LES, underlined twice.

Inside his own box, Les found a time capsule of his childhood. Drawings, yellowed with age. Newspaper clippings from Jim Bowie High School. Camp letters, cards, even a note from when he was six, spelled out in painstaking pencil: I love you momy. I lik the way you make gril chese.

The top was covered in birthday cards, Mother’s Day notes, and those long letters he used to write to her from Austin when things got lonely and work was hard. She’d kept them all. Every single one.

He opened Leland’s box out of curiosity. Same sort of stuff—early school awards, a Cub Scout patch, some football photos—but only a third of the box was full. The top layer was mostly old cards. Christmas, maybe one birthday. Not a whole lot else.

Les didn’t say anything. Just carried his own box to the car and tucked it into the trunk like it was made of gold. He figured he’d go through it later with a bourbon and a box of Kleenex.

When he got back inside, Leland was pulling a cold Dr. Pepper from the fridge like he owned the place.  Not just half of it.

“Come here,” Les said. “I want to show you something.”

He led him back to the closet and pointed at the Piggly Wiggly box with his brother’s name on it.

“She kept all your stuff,” Les said. “Just like mine.”

Leland knelt down, popped the lid like a Lone Star longneck, and shuffled through it.

“Huh,” he muttered. Then he stood, carried the box back to the kitchen, and dumped it in the galvanized trash can they’d set up in the center of the room.

Les froze.

“Come help me push the Caddy out,” Leland said, like nothing had happened. “Manny’s sending a guy with a flatbed.”

The DeVille came out from under its layers like a relic. It still had the same soft pine-scented air freshener hanging from the rearview mirror, dried and shriveled like a forgotten fig. Les remembered the way it smelled when they’d driven it to church on Sundays, their mother in a pillbox hat and enough Aqua Net to blind a horse.

The two brothers pushed it out of the garage, the tires groaning in protest.

“You remember that time she took out the neighbor’s mailbox?” Les asked.

“She said it was poorly placed,” Leland grinned. “Said if God had wanted mailboxes there, He would’ve made ‘em fireproof.”

Les laughed despite himself.

Manny’s guy arrived in a rusty Dodge flatbed, grinning like he was picking up a celebrity. He was maybe twenty, looked like he hadn’t missed a Whataburger meal since the Obama administration.

“This the one?” he asked, eyes gleaming.  Like it could have been another one.

“That’s her,” Leland said, slapping the hood. “Ran like a dream, back in the day.”

“Well, let’s get her up on the ramp,” the kid said. “I’ll treat her gentle.”

They stood and watched the Cadillac get pulled up like a battleship going to sea. The rear fender skirts caught the afternoon light and shone like blue chrome tears.

When it was gone, they went back into the house and stood in the kitchen. The trash can sat there like a judgment.

“I’m gonna clean out the pantry,” Les said.

“I’m gonna sit a while,” Leland replied. “This tile’s hell on my knees.”

The pantry was full of expired cans and old Jell-O boxes. Les tossed them one by one into a black trash bag, pausing only when he came across a jar of Gertrude’s pickled okra with a masking-tape label that said CHRISTMAS ‘92.

He held it up and called out, “Think this’ll kill me if I eat it?”

“Only one way to find out,” Leland called back. “But if you do, dibs on your Piggly Wiggly box.”

Les snorted and put the jar back on the shelf.

They cleaned for a few more hours. Leland tackled the coat closet, finding three umbrellas and a dozen unmatched gloves. Les cleaned out the junk drawer, uncovering five pairs of scissors, six dried-out pens, a sheriff’s badge from the 1957 Fourth of July parade, and a key to something nobody could remember.

At dinner time, they stood in the middle of the now-bare kitchen and looked around.

“You staying at the Pine again?” Les asked.

“Yeah,” Leland said. “Room smells like wet carpet and desperation. You?”

“Cattle Baron,” Les said. “Supposed to be a suite, but the TV only gets channel 5.”

“Hell,” Leland muttered. “I remember when this kitchen was louder than a Baptist potluck. Now it’s quiet as a preacher’s wallet on poker night.”

They left the lights on and locked the door behind them.

Outside, the wind had picked up. It tossed leaves down the street like little reminders. Of childhood. Of Sunday afternoons. Of the sound of their mother’s voice calling them in for dinner.

They didn’t say much as they walked to their separate cars. Leland’s rental was a beige Nissan. Les had a dented Ford Escape with a melted malt from the Dairy Twin in the cupholder.

“I’ll be back in the morning,” Leland said.

“Me too,” Les replied. “Still gotta go through the attic.”

Leland nodded. “You take the good box?”

“Yeah.”

“She always liked you better.”

Les blinked. “I don’t think that’s true.”

“Well,” Leland said, sliding behind the wheel, “she liked you longer, anyway.”

And with that, he started the car, the headlights slicing through the dusk, and drove away into the falling dark.



3 responses to “PANDORA’S BOXES”

  1. Their “Newspaper Boy” was a 92 year old in their first retirement community at Cheesequake, NJ. His widow told Dad about the 1972 gold Cadillac Sedan DeVille. It was covered with blankets. Even the interior brocade had large Chamois covers, and the garage windows had covers to block the damaging sunlight from harming the almost no-mileage gem. After a lifetime of mostly used cars, skinned knuckles, and then the new ‘57 Savoy and ‘67 Catalina, the gorgeous, elegant, sumptuous Cadillac was a well-deserved trophy, recognition of decades of hard, honest, often dangerous service – first with the Seabees in WWII South Pacific followed by a career as a firefighter in Linden, NJ – an industrial city known for the world’s largest refinery, chemical plants, the B-O-P GM Assembly Plant, aging infrastructure, Winfield Park Veteran housing, and sprawling communities of “tract homes” built on the clay soil after the former golf course’s top soil was sold off. Moms and Dad soon relocated to Plantation, Florida’s Lauderdale West adult retirement community where the Caddy luxuriated in her own garage, enjoyed visits to Sawgrass Mall, the bowling alley , and occasional cross country drives to provide the fruits of retirement and recovery from life threatening injuries while the bicycles handled transport the swim club and tennis courts.The golden goddess gave many years of service, ultimately losing a challenge with an immovable object, and was replaced by a 1986, 1992 and 1995 sequential Mercury Grand Marquis trio, the latest of which I still treasure as an AACA tour-driver. Our ‘41, ‘54, and ‘95 Cadillacs will likely stay in the family, hopefully to be treasured and savored.

  2. This makes me think of time years ago I was shooting the breeze in the office of the big boss, a Depression-era kid who left the squalor of Appalachia, moved to Houston and became one of the biggest car dealers in the city.

    The phone rang, he picked it up and then almost as quickly hung it back up.

    “My God-D*** lawyer! Always wanting’ me to draw up a will. What that shyster doesn’t understand is that no matter what I do, all my kids will end up fightin’ over the money anyway. So why the hell should I pay him to waste my time?”

  3. Night wolves moan
    Summer hills are black
    I’m all alone
    Riding in the back
    Of a long blue Cadillac
    Train whistle cries
    Lost on its own track
    I close my eyes
    Sitting in the back
    Of a long blue Cadillac
    I blame it on a woman
    That made my Sweetcorn cry
    Married her dad for money
    I blame it on her greed
    The more she had the more she wanted
    Already more than she would need
    It was my baby’s last ride
    Sitting in the back
    Of that woman’s Cadillac
    Evil woman is gone now
    Took her brown wedding gown
    Even now my baby says
    Buy all the cars you want
    But never a Cadillac
    That’s one wicked witch
    That ain’t never coming back
    Ah, bye bye baby…

    Thanks Dwight.

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