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SPECTATOR SEAT, Chapter 1


WHO KNEW BUYING A NEW CAR COULD BE SO EXCITING?


The sky over Fort Stockton looked like a brushed nickel coin, all scuffed and gray, with the scent of creosote rising up from the wet streets. It was the kind of Saturday where things got done—errands, haircuts, groceries, and car shopping, if you had the nerve for it.

Eleanor Brewster clasped her gloved hands atop her handbag and watched her husband walk the perimeter of the two-tone wagon. “You could practically land a B-47 on that hood,” he said, half-impressed, half-nervous. The aquamarine and cream 1959 Dodge Custom Sierra glinted beneath the overcast light like a fresh-minted dream, chrome polished to a glint that dared you to touch it.

“Can’t say we’d be short on room,” Eleanor offered.

“You said you wanted room.”

She had. With baby number three due in March, she wanted space for strollers, playpens, and picnic baskets for all the Sundays they’d drive out to Balmorhea. Maybe go as far as Alpine, if the kids weren’t hollering too much.

They lived in RoadRunner Estates, the newest neighborhood on the north side of Fort Stockton. It had all the makings of postwar paradise—concrete-slab homes lined up like polite teeth, every third house sharing a floorplan, distinguished only by shades of coral, seafoam, or lemon. Small trees had been planted like good intentions along the sidewalks. There were no fences yet. No one wanted to seem unfriendly. The houses had picture windows and clotheslines, and the sound of children laughing was constant, like cicadas in summer. It was the kind of place where a man could mow his lawn in a sleeveless undershirt and feel like a king.

Inside the dealership, the smell of coffee and rubber floor mats drifted in through the open service bay. The showroom had banners hanging that read The Newest Dodge Is the Best Dodge Yet! and a life-size cardboard cutout of Lawrence Welk beside a 1959 Dodge Custom Royal. Music from KOSA radio played faintly—“Catch a Falling Star” by Perry Como, one of Eleanor’s favorites.

She felt a hand on her elbow. “Ellie,” the man said quietly.

She turned. “Well I’ll be.”

It had been eleven years. Maybe twelve. Marvin Langley looked older, with that dust-colored hair of his and a tired way of smiling, like he was still trying to win something he’d already lost. His suit was too big in the shoulders and a little shiny at the cuffs.

“I saw the name on the appointment list and thought—no, it couldn’t be.”

“My husband’s out walking the car,” she said quickly, glancing toward the glass wall.

He nodded. “I won’t mention anything. Don’t worry. I could use the sale.”

“You always could,” she said, the line sharper than she meant.

They stood there for a moment, silent as the turning of a page.

“Swiveling front seats,” Marvin said, gesturing toward the Custom Sierra. “Dodge calls it hospitality seating. Makes it easier for the lady to get in and out without catching her skirt.”

Eleanor raised an eyebrow. “That so?”

“They got big ideas this year. Tinted glass, push-button transmission, power tailgate window. Rear-facing Spectator seat back there. Perfect for siblings to kick each other and say it wasn’t them.”

She laughed, because she had to. “We’ve got two boys. One more on the way.”

Marvin’s smile faltered for just a second. “That so,” he repeated, softer now.

Out front, Stanley Brewster knocked on the glass and gave a thumbs-up. He was a good man—solid, kind, predictably dull. A math teacher at Jim Bowie High, always in short sleeves and always surprised when anything went wrong. “He likes it,” Eleanor said.

“Good,” Marvin said. “Let’s go sell you a dream.”

Inside Marvin’s office—small, stuffy, and wallpapered with sales quotas and football schedules—Stanley flipped through the build sheet. “I don’t need all the extras. Power tailgate, sure, but we can skip the clock.”

“It’s part of the interior trim group,” Marvin said. “Comes bundled.”

Stanley looked at Eleanor. “Well, honey? You think it’s the right one?”

“It’s the only one I’ve seen you not grumble about,” she replied.

“Financing’s through Bluebonnet Loan & Trust,” Marvin said. “We’ll have you out of here before the president says another word about Khrushchev.”

Stanley chuckled. “That rocket thing scared the pants off me. Putting monkeys in orbit now. What’s next—people?”

“Give it a few years,” Marvin said. “I’ll be here selling space wagons.”

He scribbled notes, filled in the blanks, stapled a brochure to the top of the folder. Eleanor sat quietly, staring at the potted cactus on the file cabinet. Her legs ached. So did something else.

Marvin looked up. “Want to sit in it one more time before we ink it?”

Stanley gestured to his wife. “She’s the captain. I just pay for gas.”

Out on the lot, Eleanor slid into the driver’s seat. The cloth inserts were new-car crisp, the green vinyl cool against her back. The cabin smelled like plastic, ink, and what she imagined the future might smell like. Marvin leaned on the doorframe. “This one’s got your name on it, Ellie.”

“I go by Eleanor now.”

“Guess we’ve all grown up.”

She rested her hands on the wheel. “You married?”

“Almost did. Twice. Couldn’t quite pull the trigger. This town… has a way of turning maybes into never minds.”

She nodded, eyes straight ahead. “I wanted the life I have. I chose it.”

“I know,” he said.

Behind them, Stanley reappeared, waving the sales sheet. “How much if we knock off the undercoating?”

Marvin turned and walked toward him, his voice suddenly all business. “That’s included for Texas deliveries. Dodge insists.”



They drove it off the lot just after noon, with Marvin standing in the doorway waving like a man watching a train he wasn’t on. Eleanor looked back once, just once, then turned to face the wide-open road.

The new Dodge Custom Sierra purred as it pulled into RoadRunner Estates. Eleanor drove slowly past the familiar rows of pastel homes with their white bright green yards and low box hedges. Neighbors waved from porches. One boy rode his Schwinn with no hands. A dog barked at the breeze.

Their house—seafoam green with coral shutters—sat quietly at the corner of Palamino and Bowie, a corner lot with a birdbath that had cracked last spring and never got replaced. Stanley opened the garage door and backed in slowly, proud as a man could be without saying so.

Later that evening, after the boys had tumbled into bed and Stanley had fallen asleep in front of The Lawrence Welk Show, Eleanor stepped into the garage. The Dodge sat there like a ship in harbor, chrome still gleaming. She climbed into the rear-facing Spectator seat, pulled her knees up, and looked out through the sloped glass.

She wondered—not with regret, but with a kind of soft ache—what the view might’ve looked like if she and Marvin had gotten in a different car, on a different day, all those years ago.

But she didn’t cry. And she didn’t stay long.

Because tomorrow they’d load it up with kids and casseroles and drive out to Balmorhea like all the other families in RoadRunner Estates, waving to each other in identical wagons, their wind-up windows halfway down and futures already moving past like scenery.



One response to “SPECTATOR SEAT, Chapter 1”

  1. Mom used to say:
    The saddest words are “What Might Have Been”-

    Satchel Paige supposedly said:
    “Don’t Look Back – They May be Gaining On You!”

    Dad’s used ’51 Pontiac Tin-Woodie Wagon – a 3-seat flathead Six with Hydra-Matic was shared with his buddy Eddie, another firefighter for their part-time business – radio and TV repair, but also served both families whenever needed. He never owned another wagon, but Bayou Lady and I had several wagons – a white ’66(?) Pontiac Catalina donated by a musician friend/Citroen guy, a ’68 Chrysler Town and Country with fake wood side trim, and a trio of Citroen wagons – all later supplanted by a string of ’77, ’78, ’86, and ’02 big block Suburbans and a 7.3L Diesel Excursion.

    You can never have too much space, too much capability, or too much power,

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