
Topher Thompson walked out of Jim Bowie High School for the last time with a rolled-up diploma in one hand and his whole damn life in the other.
The summer heat hit him like a punishment. The kind that didn’t need to say much—just pressed its fingers to your neck and waited. The ceremony had been full of caps, cheers, and that stupid band playing “Pomp and Circumstance” like they hadn’t been butchering it all year. Somewhere in the crowd his mom had waved. His dad had stood further back, in the shade, arms crossed.
Now the parking lot buzzed with celebration: hugs, group photos, keys tossed, clumsy goodbyes shouted from one idling car to the next. Topher kept moving through it, pulling the zipper closed on a duffel bag slung over his shoulder.
He didn’t cry. Didn’t even smile. Mostly he just felt…hollow. The kind of hollow you get when you finally pull the Band-Aid off and realize you don’t bleed.
The Dart sat waiting.
She was a 1973 Dodge Dart Swinger, finished in what the DMV probably called gold but what Topher’s friends referred to as “bad spray tan.” The hood and rear valance were primer red—maybe to distract from the chrome bumpers, maybe because his brother had run out of money halfway through whatever project he thought he’d started.
The Borla mufflers gave her a deep-throated purr at idle. Not a roar, not anymore, but something rough and ragged that Topher could feel in his molars. She was his now. His father had handed him the keys and said, “She’s got a little bite, so treat her like you’re not an idiot.” High praise, by family standards.
He opened the door. The vinyl seat, the same gold as the exterior, was hotter than sin. He tossed the bag in the back and sat, careful not to flinch. The AutoMeter fuel gauge twitched like it was trying to remember something.
The engine caught on the second try, belching out a cough that turned into a rhythm. Chrome five-spokes spun slow as the Dart crept forward.
Topher didn’t look back.
His first stop was the Rusty Hammer, not because he needed anything, but because he always did. Rusty himself leaned against the doorframe, wiping his hands on a rag that looked older than Topher.
“Don’t tell me you’re leaving,” Rusty said, cocking his head at the Dart.
“Headed to Galveston. Coastal Commission internship.”
“Well hell, they’ll never be the same.”
Topher nodded. “That’s the idea.”
Rusty squinted. “You keep that thing under ninety and under the radar. She still pulls like she’s got something to prove.”
Topher grinned for the first time that day. “Same.”
He made a loop past the courthouse square, where Grounds for Divorce smelled like bacon and disappointment. Lucinda waved from behind the counter, her hair teased into combat position. Trixie was just unlocking the door to the Klip-N-Dye, wearing leopard-print flip-flops and already smoking. She saw him, raised a brow, and shouted, “Don’t forget to write, Sweet Cheeks!”
He honked twice. The Dart barked back like a loyal dog.
Back at his dad’s duplex, the air conditioning was off and the air inside tasted like dust and coffee grounds. The living room still smelled faintly like nicotine, even though his dad had “quit” three years ago. On the wall, the same faded portrait of the Alamo hung where it always had—off-kilter, like it knew better than to expect straight answers.
Topher stepped into his old bedroom and felt the temperature drop—not physically, but something else. The bed was still unmade from Christmas break. His old Astros poster drooped at one corner. A faded paper taped to the closet door read: “Do Not Enter Unless You’re Me.” It felt like it belonged to a ghost.
He found what he came for: his camera, the folding map, the old Folger’s tin half-full of change and guitar picks. In the top drawer, beneath a license plate from a junked Camaro, he found a photograph. It was from better years—his parents at the beach in Port Aransas. His dad still had hair then. His mom still smiled without looking tired. Topher was just a toddler in the corner of the frame, wearing swim trunks too big for him and a bucket hat he’d later throw into the Gulf.
He stared at that photo a long time.
Their divorce hadn’t been loud. It was quiet like termites, slow and secretive until everything was hollow. His dad worked late and stayed later. His mom stopped asking where he was. By the time Topher was ten, they communicated through notes on the fridge and court-appointed holidays. Christmases were negotiated like hostage situations. Birthdays were double-booked, split between cake and guilt.
The funny thing was, they still asked about each other. Not kindly. Not ever. His dad would grumble, “Your mother still working that excuse of a job?” and his mom would sniff, “Tell your father I said ‘you’re welcome’ for the child support.”
But the worst of it wasn’t the fights. It was what wasn’t said. The eye rolls. The pauses. The silences so sharp they left paper cuts. By the time Topher started noticing girls, he’d already learned not to believe in forever. Relationships didn’t last. They just wore out slower than tires.
So yeah, when Valerie would show up later, and the sky would go sideways, and his hands would shake for reasons he couldn’t explain—that hesitation? That instinct to pull back?
It wouldn’t be cowardice.
It would be memory.
He slid the photo into the Dart’s glove box, under the half-melted cassette adapter and a stray spark plug. That was far enough away to forget. Or close enough to remember later.
He didn’t leave a note. His dad wouldn’t care. He’d find the empty room, maybe notice the missing guitar, and go back to his crossword puzzle. Maybe he’d grunt when he heard the Dart’s exhaust barking out onto the street—but Topher didn’t wait around to hear it.
Highway 285 stretched out ahead like a test he hadn’t studied for.
The Dart hit seventy-five with a throaty swagger, the Hooker headers rattling the floorpan like loose morals. The VDO tach fluttered near 3,000 RPM. The antenna had snapped off last winter, so the radio only picked up one station and only if he was headed north. He wasn’t.
He rolled the window down and let the wind punch him in the neck. The vinyl interior was already starting to sweat, the dash padding curling just enough to hint at surrender. The windshield had a chip the size of a nickel, dead center. It caught the sun like a camera flash every time he passed a mesquite tree.
He thought about Galveston. Not the boardwalk postcards or the tipsy spring breakers. Just the ocean. The idea of it. Water that didn’t stop. He’d never even seen it in person. Only heard his mother say, once, “The ocean doesn’t ask anything of you.”
He wondered what it would ask of him.
He made it two hours before the Dart needed fuel and he needed fried pie.
The gas station sat beside a trailer park with three satellite dishes and a dog that barked at nothing. Inside, the clerk was asleep under a yellowing ceiling fan, and a girl who might have been his age—or forty with good genes—chewed bubble gum behind a register that beeped out of sync with the world.
Topher filled the Dart, topped off the oil, and grabbed a Dr Pepper and a package of peanut butter crackers. The girl asked where he was headed.
“Galveston,” he said.
She nodded. “Lot of water down there.”
“Yeah.”
“You ever been?”
He shook his head.
She blew a bubble and let it pop slow. “Watch for hurricanes.”
As he pulled back onto the highway, Topher flicked the empty Dr Pepper bottle into the floorboard and leaned back into the gold vinyl seat. The wind rolled in hard now, rattling the VDO gauge needles like they were warning him of something mechanical, or maybe moral.
He thought about the girl at the counter again. The way she had that bored-sensual thing going on, like she’d already sized him up and found him harmless.
And just for a second, he imagined pulling her out from behind that register, pressing her up against the vending machine out back, hands in her hair, breath hot against her neck.
But then he laughed, bitterly.
That’s what lust does. It slithers past logic, past learned lessons and cautionary tales, and reminds you that for all your smarts, you’re still an animal. Just like his dad. Just like every man who swore they wouldn’t and then did anyway.
Topher knew better.
He also knew “better” never stopped anybody.
Late afternoon. A different kind of quiet had crept into the Dart. The kind that makes you think about what you haven’t said, who you haven’t kissed, and what you’re really running toward.
The sun glared off the hood like it was trying to burn the red right out of it. Somewhere ahead, storm clouds were gathering. Not angry ones, not yet—but the kind that seemed to crouch, waiting.
Topher tapped the accelerator and felt the Dart leap forward like it had somewhere better to be.
He thought about calling his mom from a payphone. He thought about the girl with the bubble gum. He thought about Valerie, even though he didn’t know her yet.
Because somewhere up ahead, past Houston, past the salt and the gulls and the rusted shrimp boats, there was a summer waiting.
And it wasn’t going to end kindly.
But that was the thing about storms.
They never did.









One response to “SALT WATER & SINS, CHAPTER 1: Graduation Drive”
Every time I read, or see on TV about another man in trouble for doing something sexually wrong, I have two thoughts:
#1 He probably did do it, and it’s not right, and he should be punished!
#2 It’s not fair! We all have those same thoughts – that’s just how we were made. We can’t help our thoughts and desires – we just have to control them. Like high school buddies said, “It’s my soap and my water, I’ll wash it as fast as I want to!”