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Liliana never asked to be the only girl in a family with six brothers, but life rarely asks permission.
In 1966, she took what it gave her — a strict daddy, a future planned down to what she’d study in college, and a Sunbeam Tiger in Forest Green so pretty it ought to have been parked behind velvet ropes.

She was seventeen, captain of the Jim Bowie Pocket Knives drill team, and sweet in that way only daughters spoiled by oil money and good intentions could be. Her mama worried she’d be snatched up by some ambitious boy the moment she hit eighteen. Her daddy worried she’d be snatched up by Duck Diggler, fullback for the Fightin’ Knives and a boy whose hands tended to wander like a Pentecostal in a revival tent.

So Daddy proposed a compromise:
“You go to UT Austin like we talked about… and I’ll buy you that Tiger.”

Between Duck and the Tiger, it wasn’t even a contest.  A Tiger in Austin was no competition for a Duck in Fort Stockton.

Choosing the Car

They drove to Austin in Daddy’s ’65 Chrysler, windows down, radio tuned to KONO 96.1 out of San Antonio, the kind of static-blown road trip where conversation drifts between the serious and the silly.
Liliana tried to act nonchalant, but any seventeen-year-old picking out her own V8 British roadster has the subtlety of a marching band.

She stood in front of the dark green Tiger, top down, chrome glistening, a breeze lifting her ponytail.

“It’s perfect,” she whispered.

Daddy exhaled like the price tag had knocked the wind out of him.
But he signed anyway.

Liliana slipped behind the wheel, inhaling the scent of vinyl and possibilities. The salesman explained every switch and gauge. She didn’t need the lesson — she’d been studying Sunbeam Tigers like some girls study movie magazines. She drove it off the lot with the grin of someone sure the world was opening just for her.

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Austin in Summer

Campus life impressed her — limestone buildings glowing warm in the Texas sun, boys in madras shirts pretending not to look at her twice, the sense that she might carve out a life far bigger than the one waiting back in Pecos County.

She spent the weekend touring dorms, meeting advisors, practicing her serious-college-girl face in a dormitory mirror. It didn’t look half bad.

On Monday morning, August 1st, she woke early, intending to drive the Tiger around campus one last time before heading home, maybe grab a soda, watch students drift in and out of the Main Building. She wore her Pocket Knives T-shirt because she liked representing Fort Stockton in the “big city,” as her brothers called it.

Nothing in her life — nothing in anybody’s life that day — hinted that history was about to split in half.

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Shots From the Sky

She parked the Tiger at the edge of the Main Building plaza, rolled the top down, and leaned over the passenger seat digging for her purse when she heard what she thought was construction equipment. Then fireworks. Then something else.

A man fell ten yards in front of her.

Liliana froze as screams rippled across the plaza.
A woman dropped beside a stone planter. Someone shouted “Sniper!” before diving behind a bench.

Liliana didn’t remember running — she only remembered impact, her knees hitting the pavement, the Tiger looming in front of her like a metal shield. She pressed herself against the passenger side, heart in her throat, brain refusing to make sense of the scene.

More shots cracked through the air, sharp and distant. Not random. Rhythmic.
She peeked up just long enough to see shattered stone near the turtle pond and students crawling behind trees, walls, anything they could find. She saw a man clutch his leg. Another drag a girl behind a pillar.

Her Tiger — daddy’s big “I love you, please make good choices” gift — became her only cover when the shooting reached the ground level.
She pressed her cheek against the cool metal door and prayed she’d make it home.

For ninety-six minutes, the world dissolved into gunfire, sirens, silence, then more gunfire. Liliana saw a boy no older than her wobble forward into the open, convinced he’d spotted a safe route — only to collapse. She watched a woman cover a younger student with her own body. She listened to distant voices yelling instructions she couldn’t follow.

She wasn’t hit.
That fact would haunt her longer than any bullet could have.

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When the Gunfire Stopped

When officers finally ended the shooting, the campus didn’t erupt in relief. It sagged. As though the air itself bowed under the weight of what had happened.

A paramedic knelt beside her.

“Are you hurt?”

Liliana shook her head.

“Can you stand?”

She didn’t think so, but somehow her legs obeyed. The paramedic led her toward a triage area. She saw silhouettes beneath sheets, blood on walkways, students dazed and shaking.

Someone touched her shoulder.
A police officer.

“Miss? You got anyone we can call?”

She whispered her daddy’s name.

When Daddy arrived that evening — hair wild, shirt untucked, jaw clenched so hard you could’ve cracked pecans on it — he didn’t ask what happened. He wrapped her in his arms and held on like he might never let go.

The Tiger sat unharmed in its parking spot, as if the entire world hadn’t just exploded around it.

The Tower’s Shadow Over Austin

What Liliana didn’t know—couldn’t have known as she sat trembling beside her Tiger—was that the man in the tower had begun his rampage long before he ever set foot on the observation deck.

Charles Joseph Whitman, a former Marine and engineering student, had entered the Main Building earlier that morning carrying a footlocker packed with weapons, ammunition, and supplies. Hours before that, in the quiet dark of his own home, he had stabbed his wife and mother to death, leaving notes that no one could fully untangle. His mind had been deteriorating for months, maybe years. Later, doctors would find a pecan-sized tumor in his brain—a detail that would be debated by psychiatrists for decades, but never explained away.

Shortly before noon, Whitman climbed to the 28th-floor observation deck of the University of Texas Tower. From there he began firing at anyone who crossed into his view. Students, professors, secretaries, a teenaged boy delivering newspapers, a pregnant woman walking with her husband—no rhyme, no pattern, just open season on human life.

Calls for help jammed the phone lines. People fled across campus in zigzags. Others dropped to the ground and pulled the wounded into any scrap of shadow or stone that sheltered them. Ambulances, police cruisers, even passersby in private cars were turned into makeshift rescue units. Armed citizens—many ex-military themselves—returned fire from the ground, not knowing if they could hit Whitman, but determined to keep him pinned long enough for someone to reach him.

The siege lasted ninety-six minutes.

Two Austin police officers, Houston McCoy and Ramiro “Ray” Martinez, finally reached the deck with the help of a civilian who’d volunteered to go up with them. They confronted Whitman behind a concrete barricade and ended the gunfire in a flurry of shotgun blasts and revolver rounds.

By then, fourteen people were dead on campus. Dozens more were wounded. A fifteenth victim—an unborn child—would later be added to the toll.

It was the first mass shooting from a high vantage point in modern American history. The kind of tragedy that would stain the memories of everyone present, and alter the course of campus security, policing, and public grief across the country.

And on that blistering afternoon in August 1966, with ambulances racing away from the Main Building and sirens echoing across the limestone walls, Liliana Gutierrez was one of hundreds of survivors who walked away physically uninjured but forever changed.

Back to Fort Stockton

Liliana never returned to UT Austin.

She didn’t withdraw formally; she simply couldn’t set foot on campus again. The tower haunted her dreams — always looming, always watching.

When Duck Diggler heard she was home, he tried pulling his fullback charm.

“You need anything, Liliana, I’m right here.”

She nodded politely but felt nothing but distance. Duck didn’t understand trauma. Duck barely understood punctuation.

Daddy took one look at the Tiger a week later and declared:
“Baby, that car’s a memory you don’t need.”

She didn’t argue.

He sold it through a broker in El Paso and replaced it with a brand-new 1967 Mercury Cougar XR-7 3-Speed from Frontier Ford — comfort over speed, stability over style. Whitfield Frontier himself shook Liliana’s hand and told her she was “family now.” She almost laughed. She didn’t feel part of anything anymore.

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A New Path

She enrolled at Pecos County Community College, choosing courses in the “Secretarial Arts,” as the catalog proudly declared. She could sit in a quiet room and type until the world felt solid beneath her again.

In the spring of 1968, she met Martin Harker, a JBHS graduate a couple years ahead of her, now back in town after earning a criminal law degree. Martin was steady, thoughtful, the kind of man who read casebooks for recreation and wasn’t threatened by a woman with a sharp mind.

He didn’t push.
He didn’t pry.
He didn’t ask about Austin.

They married in a small ceremony at St. Joseph’s, the Tower unmentioned and uninvited.

A year later, they moved to Fort Collins, Colorado, where Martin opened a modest law practice and Liliana found work in a drafting office, eventually becoming indispensable.

They raised three children.
Lived in a house with lilac bushes.
Avoided parades.
Avoided tall buildings.
Held hands when memories got too loud.

Liliana never returned to Austin, not even to drive through it on vacation. If the highway signs suggested the city was approaching, she’d close her eyes. Martin would redirect without protest.

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Lucinda’s Visits

Every summer, Lucinda — ten years younger, all sunshine and sass — flew up to spend a week in Colorado with her aunt. She’d bring chili powder, a bag of pecans, and enough Fort Stockton gossip to fill a telephone book.

They talked for hours on the back porch, the mountains blue in the distance.
Lucinda would chatter about Rusty Hammer, Trixie, the Lucky Lady’s latest scandal, and who’d wrecked what car in town.

Liliana would listen, smiling with a softness that wasn’t quite peace but close enough.

They never talked about Austin.
Not once.

But they talked about everything else.
What love should feel like.
How to raise children when the world sometimes shatters.
How to forgive life for what it takes.

Lucinda asked once — gently — whether Liliana missed the Tiger.

Liliana stared at the horizon.

“No,” she said. “I miss who I was when I thought the whole world was safe.”

Lucinda didn’t argue. She just squeezed her hand.

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The Memory That Stayed

In Fort Stockton, folks knew Liliana had gone off to UT once and come back quick, “college not being her thing.” That’s how she liked it. She never corrected anyone.

But sometimes, on her porch in Colorado, when the breeze was just right and the sun warmed her shoulders the way it had that day in Austin, she’d close her eyes and hear the distant clatter of a small, powerful V8. Not gunfire. Not screams.

Just the Tiger, purring like a promise she’d once believed in.

She’d breathe deep and let the memory pass, just like her years in Texas eventually had.

Liliana lived a full life — a quieter one, maybe, than the one she’d imagined when she bought that Sunbeam Tiger. But it was hers. Hard-won. Honest.

And every so often, when Lucinda looked north toward Colorado, she thought of her aunt not as the girl who survived a tragedy, but as the woman who built a life after it — one conversation, one child, one Colorado sunrise at a time.

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