
Rusty Hammer’s oldest boy, Rusty Hammer III, took one look at the name stitched across his future and decided he’d rather not spend his life sounding like a tool left out in the rain.
So he went by Trey.
Fort Stockton, being Fort Stockton, respected that decision about as much as it respects a stop sign out on a county road. The boys at Jim Bowie High School gave it a week before they turned “Trey” into “Lunch Trey,” which stuck like burrito grease on a steering wheel. By junior year, he answered to it whether he wanted to or not, same as everybody else answered to something they didn’t pick.
Rusty, his father, should’ve known better.
He’d spent his own life as Rusty Hammer II, carrying that name like a dented toolbox nobody had the heart to throw away. But thirty-seven hours into watching his wife fight through labor like a woman trying to outlast a drought, his judgment got as soft as overcooked beans. The nurse asked for a name, and he reached for legacy instead of mercy.
“Rusty Hammer the Third,” he said.
The nurse wrote it down with a pen that scratched louder than it should have.
And just like that, it was permanent. Filed, stamped, and sealed in the Pecos County records, right alongside oil leases, divorce decrees, and a handful of things folks still didn’t talk about.
Trey carried it anyway.
Red-headed, hard-headed, and halfway convinced the world was something to be endured more than enjoyed, he was finishing up his junior year in May of 1991 when Rusty came home one evening wearing the kind of grin that usually meant one of two things: either someone had paid cash at the hardware store, or something was about to inconvenience the entire family.
This time it was both.
Rusty Hammer Hardware had just taken first place in the West Texas District for Weed Eater sales.
Rusty stood in the driveway like a man who’d just been elected mayor of something nobody else ran for and held up the prize envelope like it was a winning lottery ticket.
“Six Flags tickets,” he announced. “And a Texas Rangers game. Whole family.”
Debra Lynn smiled politely, already calculating what this meant in terms of packing, food, and the general emotional wear and tear of six people sharing space.
The twins, Beau and Noah, looked at each other and shrugged, as if to say, we’ll break something eventually.
His daughter, barely nine, clapped her hands and asked if there would be popcorn.
Trey leaned in the doorway, headphones around his neck, and delivered his verdict like a man addressing a jury.
“I’d rather stick needles in my eyes than ride across Texas in that gawd-awful car to watch bad baseball,” he said. “I can do that here with the Mud Hens and not get puked on.”
The gawd-awful car sat behind Rusty in the driveway like a polite apology nobody had accepted.
A 1987 Ford LTD Crown Victoria Country Squire LX wagon. Dark Clove Brown Metallic. Woodgrain down the sides that tried its best to pretend it had once been a tree. Chrome bumpers catching the late sun just enough to make a case for themselves. A roof rack up top like it expected luggage to trust it.
It had come from Frontier Ford, “Home of the Straight Shootin’ Deal,” which in Rusty’s experience meant you might not get shot, but you’d still feel like you’d been grazed.
Inside, it was all Sand Beige cloth and woodgrain trim, like somebody had tried to build a living room that could do sixty-five on the highway. Split bench up front, another bench in the second row, and a cargo area in the back with those sideways-facing seats that felt less like transportation and more like a dare.
Power windows. Power locks. Cruise control. Air conditioning that worked when it felt like it. A factory AM/FM cassette stereo that could swallow a tape like a dog with no conscience.
Under the hood sat a 5.0-liter Windsor V8, pushing out enough horsepower to move the thing forward with confidence, if not urgency. An AOD four-speed automatic handled the shifting, smooth enough that Rusty described it as “refined,” which in Fort Stockton meant it didn’t lurch like it had something to prove.
Forty-two thousand miles on the clock. Barely broken in, according to Rusty.
His wife had wanted a Suburban.
A new one.
She’d mentioned it gently at first, then more directly, and finally with the kind of silence that carries more weight than words. Rusty had listened to all of it, nodded thoughtfully, and then come home with a three-year-old wagon that looked like it had been designed by committee and approved by accountants.

“Well,” she said that day, standing in the driveway, “it ain’t a new Suburban.”
“It looks like a turd wrapped in a fake wood wrapper,” Trey added, before disappearing back inside with his Walkman.
His daughter climbed into the back seat, smiled, and said, “It’s like the Brady Bunch.”
Then she went pale.
The twins said nothing, which Rusty took as a small mercy.
The morning of May 1st arrived with the kind of nervous energy usually reserved for storms or family reunions.
Out front, the Country Squire sat loaded down with suitcases, a cooler, and expectations that were already starting to sag under their own weight.
Debra Lynn moved in and out of the house, packing an Igloo cooler with egg salad sandwiches wrapped in wax paper, cans of Dr Pepper and RC Cola clinking together like a warning bell. Rusty checked the hitch, the tires, and then checked them again, as if something might change if he stared long enough.
Trey stood off to the side, calculating his losses.
Lizzy Lipscomb had made it clear this weekend had potential. Real potential. The kind that might move things past second base and into territory that required planning, privacy, and a certain amount of confidence Trey wasn’t entirely sure he possessed.
And now he was being asked to trade all that for a road trip with his family.
Rusty tried the belt threat, dragging it out like a tool he kept hoping would fix something.
It never did.
Trey didn’t flinch.
So Rusty reached into his wallet and pulled out a twenty.
“Get in the back seat. Don’t say a word the whole trip. Another one when we get home.”
Trey weighed it.

Two twenties meant movies. Gas. Maybe even a burger or two at the Dairy Twin with Lizzy, where the neon buzzed and the night felt like it belonged to people his age.
“Throw in the car when we get back,” Trey said.
Rusty hesitated, then nodded.
Deal made.
The daughter claimed the very back beside him. The twins were strapped into the second row like cargo that made noise. Debra Lynn settled into the passenger seat, already missing a vehicle that didn’t exist.
Rusty turned the key.
The Windsor V8 came to life with a steady, confident hum, like it believed in itself even if nobody else did.
They headed north.
The drive stretched out like a test nobody had studied for.

The twins took turns discovering new and inventive sounds. Debra Lynn stared out the window, imagining cup holders that held more than one drink at a time. Trey leaned back, headphones on, Nirvana pouring into his ears as he mentally rearranged the back of the wagon into something resembling privacy and possibility.
His sister ate her second egg salad sandwich.
That did not help.
By the time they reached Waco, weaving through construction that looked like it had been started during the Eisenhower administration, Rusty was reconsidering every Weed Eater he’d ever sold.
Up in Arlington, something else was brewing.
Nolan Ryan woke up that morning feeling every mile of his forty-four years. His back ached. His heel throbbed. He swallowed Advil like it was part of the pregame ritual.
He told pitching coach Tom House, “I don’t feel good. I feel old. Watch me.”
Manager Bobby Valentine had already alerted the umpires. They might need a quick hook.
Somewhere between Waco and Arlington, two stories were heading toward each other at about the same speed.
Parking at the ballpark cost four dollars.
Rusty said that was highway robbery and meant it.
Debra Lynn silently thanked the Lord her daughter had kept most of the egg salad down.
One of the twins wandered off and was returned by a retired couple from Odessa, who expected gratitude and got something closer to acknowledgment.
Getting the tickets proved to be its own ordeal. Coupons were exchanged, rejected, redirected, and eventually accepted after Rusty raised his voice and his daughter, with impeccable timing, lost what little composure her stomach had left.

They made their seats just in time for the anthem.
The twins giggled through it.
Trey kept his headphones on.
Rusty looked out over the field and admitted, privately, that the seats weren’t half bad.
Then the first pitch left Ryan’s hand.
Ninety-four.
The second came harder.
By the second inning, something had shifted. The air changed. The kind of quiet that settles over a place when everyone realizes they’re seeing something they didn’t expect and might not ever see again.
Batters swung and missed.
Some didn’t swing at all.
They just walked back, like men who’d misplaced something important and didn’t know where to start looking.
Trey pulled his headphones off.
The hot dog vendor took the coupons. So did the drink girl. The beer man handed Rusty two beers and asked Debra Lynn for ID, which she laughed off but didn’t forget.
By the sixth inning, word had spread. The stadium filled beyond what the ticket count said it should.
A no-hitter.
Not just any no-hitter.
A man who’d almost been pulled before the game had turned into something else entirely.
In the ninth, Roberto Alomar stepped up, a connection to Ryan’s past standing between him and history.
Two strikes.
One more pitch.
A swing.
A miss.
And just like that, it was done.
Seven no-hitters.
Forty-four years old.
One hundred twenty-two pitches thrown like each one meant something.
Ryan said later it was the most rewarding of them all. For the fans.
For Arlington.
Back at the Arlington Stadium parking lot, the Country Squire waited where they’d left it, woodgrain glowing under the lights like it had been part of the whole thing.
They drove to the Inn of Six Flags in a kind of quiet that only comes after something big.
Rusty handed over the voucher for the room, then paused.
Reached into his wallet.
Laid a fifty on the counter.
“For another room,” he said.
Trey rolled his eyes.
But something shifted.

Debra Lynn blushed like she’d just seen the man she married again for the first time in a while.
The twins disappeared into a jungle of potted plants near the front desk.
His daughter went hunting for the restroom with purpose.
Trey leaned against the wall and looked at his dad.
Really looked.
The same man who sold Weed Eaters and counted pennies like they might run off had just doubled down on a moment.
Bought a little space.
Bought a little peace.
Bought something that wasn’t strictly necessary.
And maybe that was the whole point.
Later that night, the rooms quieted.
The hum of the air conditioner blended with the distant sounds of traffic and laughter from somewhere down the hall.
Rusty lay back on the bed, Debra Lynn’s head resting on his chest, the day settling into memory.
He thought about the store.
About moving the Weed Eater display closer to the front door where folks couldn’t miss it.
About how sometimes you spend your whole life trying not to waste anything, only to realize the best things are the ones you don’t measure too closely.
Out in the parking lot, the Country Squire sat under a flickering light.
Tired.
Steady.
Having done exactly what it was asked to do.
Inside, in two rooms instead of one, the Hammer family slept a little easier than they had the night before.
Trey stared at the ceiling for a while, thinking about Lizzy, about forty dollars, about baseball, about a man who felt old and still did something nobody else could.
Then he turned over, closed his eyes, and let it all settle.
Striking out, it turned out, wasn’t always the worst thing that could happen.
Sometimes it just meant you were there when something better showed up.












4 responses to “STRIKING OUT”
I remember that game, or at least reading about it in the L.A. Times the next morning. Pretty sure Jim Murray wrote a column about it. I kept the front page of the sports section; it’s around here somewhere.
Seven Fn no-hitters. Same age as me. What did I have to show for 44 years on Earth? Not a whole bunch. I could only shake my head in silent admiration for the accomplishment and spent the rest of the day contemplating the terrain of mediocrity that spread out before me.
Well, we can’t all be pitchers. And not all pitcher can be Nolan Ryan.
I have to admit that “terrain of mediocrity” could describe my life, too. But there are people who smile when they see me, and even a few who ask my advice. I strive to leave the world a bit of a better place than I found it every day. There’s not many who add “That Fn” to the front of my name.
I’m cool with it.
We were at a Charity Auction years ago, and I bid and won a signed picture of Nolan Ryan – my choice, the picture above of the bloody face, or the picture of 5,000 Strikeouts. The bloody picture had the most tells, but the one hanging on my wall of sports photos and others, including me and my 84 Corvette, is 5,000.
BTW, if you enjoy Nolan, you can watch his commercial about fixing your home Foundation on TV in Houston – uh, several times a day. Seriously, he was one of a kind – perhaps the greatest!
Also, I have a Trey, too!
I saw a no-hitter at Dodger’s stadium in 1995. Everyone in the stadium knew something special was about to happen, but no one said a word, just anticipated history.